Well first of all; who am i?
Brazilian, young and single.
well, not that easy .. I moved to London a year and a half ago .. and since then no men. Well ok, some men, not a single serious one though.
Back in Rio things are quite different from the 'dating situation' in London: here men approach you, want you and most important: they can have feelings - and sometimes they are oppend to share it, and to have a serious relationship.
But you know what made me think? I have brazilian friends, just like myself, who live in London , just like I do, and have boyfriends, just like I don't. The thing is, i needed a solution. I analysed myself in some situations; well, you know: how do I feel, how do I behave.. and do you know what have I realised?! That I search! ... better yet I HUNT MEN!
and this is so wrong!!!!!!!!!! So I promised myself I will live a trial: I won't hunt for 100 days. No searching, no crying, no wondering.
I've been single for 540 days. 540 days of soffering, waiting at home and crying.
I might keep myself single for extra 100 days; but the part I want to learn to skip is the dark one. I want a bright life; perhaps this will be what will bring my man to me; until then: no hunting. I allow mself to be hunted, and found - it feels so much better!
